Senta, a thirty something Londoner, travels around the planet looking for the man who can match her. The one she finds is her ‘Nai’, a high society American in Asia. Senta's story is both complicated and made more exciting by the fact that it unfolds in the dark world of BDSM, a world that can be quite hostile to single, independent females. Highly erotic, deeply romantic, funny, heartfelt and beautifully tragic, this book shows the BDSM experience from the inside out, as reality, not just fantasy. Above all it is an intelligent, insightful and deeply sensitive love story that will take you to places beyond your wildest dreams and open up the most secret aspects of your erotic identity. It will make you lust, think, feel and cry. Senta’s message to her readers is passionate and clear: Never give up looking for your true sexuality.
The author opens up her soul and body not only to Nai but to us, the readers. An emotional journey of a submissive woman who searched, found and looses her perfect Dom. A story of dreams and also the harsh reality of judgement society casts on people who live the BDSM lifestyle.